kristen. 22. bisexual. single.
graphic designer student.
set it off. simple plan. doctor who. photography.
that's about it.
"I'm completely made of flaws,
stitched together with good intentions."
I don’t want to be just another girl that you’ll get tired of after a few months. I want to be the girl who fills your thoughts at 2am when you can’t sleep and the girl who you dream about when you finally go to sleep.
And if I’m not that girl for you, please walk out of my life because I refuse to be forgotten and ignored.
Maybe we’ll meet again one day when you’re not so broken and I’m not so jealous. Maybe one day we’ll be right for each other and it won’t be so hard for you to love me. I really hope that one day we’ll reconnect because no one has ever caught my heart in quite the same way.
But that day isn’t today. Today, you’re too broken and I’m too pushy. Today we don’t quite work out and as much as I care for you, I can’t keep pretending that we do.
So I’m saying goodbye. But maybe one day, I won’t have to.
It worries me how relieved I am when I get a text from you because it shows me how desperate I am for you to care.